Waiting On Wonderment

I'm just hanging on, waiting. Every day is about like the ones before, except that the weather might be a bit different as each one comes along.
I've stated that things have not yet started to go worth a darn for me and my aspirations, but I still have some of them. Aspirations I mean. And maybe even some dreams.
Though for so long now there has been nothing beyond the attempt to make it peacefully past the days in this place which (I feel) were forced upon me by that "choice of another other than myself", there has to be some way to get things rolling again, and some means of enriching my life. I help others as much as I'm able, and any good information I find I do not hesitate to share. But maybe I should sell it. No help for anyone without pay? No knowledge of mine shared unless I gain? Somehow I just can't see that as me. I don't seem to be able to NOT pass along what I've learned along my way, even when I don't get any thanks.
So, I wish you the best of days.
DJ